Taking a Break

After a very long time i spent some time at home on a weekend. Watched some TV, read some stuff, ate a lot and in the evening went to market for some groceries. Usual leisure time activities. Felt good.
Life has come full circle. Lot of things which were occupying my mind, many of my worries are now over. Right now I am at a place where time looks like a giant sea... flat and seamless. Not knowing what lies beyond the horizon, which is fast approaching, i am waiting to see how future unfolds.

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On 29th i tried my first cigarette. It was a promise i had made to myself. So i fulfilled it. Coughed through most part of it, so probably i am not in a position to comment if it was good or bad as nothing "hit"... and i was already high. Though I kinda love the thought of smoking with a cup of cutting chai on a rainy day or maybe with some black coffee but am not sure if I will be motivated enough to do it.
The judgment on smoking and smokers :- Reserved.

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These days i have started feeling lonely. Its a strange and a new feeling, um giving loneliness a chance... coz people have failed.

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Is it OK to tell people that they have a fucked up life and are still no way near getting it back on track. Also is it OK to tell them that they are committing the same mistakes again and will end up at the same place.