Nafrat...

yaad aa janda hai oh din jado tu aaya par mil ke nahi gaya
ghaer te modhe te tera sir jhukeya reha
nahi wich mere himmat hun koi daleel sunan di
teri adalat wich jhooth hi jitt.da reha

phull gulaab da ishq tere nu samajh baitha c, par
kisi puraani kitaab wich kho jaan kabil hi reha
har war jad tun wada karke nahi aaya
kande v teri bewafayi de chunda reha

nafrat da hakdaar je tun mainu samajh leya hai
faer kiwein es ehsaas nu mada kahaan
dil wich tees jehi uth khad.di hai kade kade
par chahunda haan ke ese agg wich sad.da rahaan

suneya hai ke teri nafrat teri wafa nalo sachchi hai
hun nafrat wich hi wafa di udeek la baithaan
aake ik ghut zeher da de jaaveen, muka javeen
kite nafrat wich v dhoka na kha baithaan

Moving On

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First post from Noida.

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Moving on was not turning out to be as easy as he had hoped for. He had moved to a different city and his life had taken a turn for good. He had no other option.

Sometimes you will just die to have an option.

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What was I thinking. Every night he said these words to himself, just before he was about to sleep. He wanted to be practical.

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Whenever he thought about practicality, cracker chocolates came to his mind. He never liked them. It was an unnecessary innovation. The whole point of chocolate was defeated. There was always a hard part within the soft exterior. It was so much like practicality. He never liked it.

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till i get a net connection

Keep Me In Your Heart For A While -- Warren Zevon

bye bye...

I am leaving Chandigarh tomorrow.
Chandigarh was good and will be immensely missed.
A long post was supposed to come up about my last 22 yrs here in this city beautiful but got busy with all the winding up of stuff here.
Probably later.

Lets see how Noida fares.
Next post from there.

Aww Crap

Reading horoscope on a Sunday morning was never such a heart break.
I am so convinced that knowing future sucks.

and also happy friendship day everyone. Blah Blah Blah.
Some of you are good and some of you are just right of the top fantastic.
I hate some of you but its alright, coz friends do that, i guess.

Mere Din Raat

wo behke behke raat din
har sham nashe mein duubna
mere hoth nam tere hoth nam
har jaam unpe tootna

hum bekhudi mein iskadar
khuda se khud pe aa gaye
bas tere maeqade mein mumkin
khuda se khud ka chhootna
wo behke behke raat din...

zaeb kuch amal bhi na kar saka
apni aarzoo pe aye sanam
fir kis zulm ki hai ye saza
bin baat tera roothna

In memory of the days when we were together and life was beautiful.

Kya Farak Padta Hai?

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Farak to padta hai bhai.

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Sad Song Love Song

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i know this guy
and i hate him so
that i want to kill him
with an arrow and a bow

we go to one office
and we work all day
the bosses also like him
i want to run away

he plays all the games
and he is good at them too
i write sad songs
but the listners are few

he thinks he is cool
and he thinks he is smooth
we both love a girl
and she shares his view :(

he is loved by all
and he has many friends
i sit all alone
waiting for the shit to end

this is my story
i wrote it on a whim
but the mother fuckin shit is
its all about him

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i know this girl
and i love her so
its like cupid hit us
with and arrow and a bow

we go to one office
and we work all day
when it gets un-romantic
we run away

she plays all the games
and she is good at them too (ahem)
i write love songs
coz our love is true

she wants a pool
and she thinks its cool
we both picked a home
which has a wonderful view

she is loved by all
and i also have some friends
we hang out together
i hope it never ends

this is my story
i wrote it in a spur
the most wonderful thing is
its all about her

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