Aal is... err .. not well

I am not sure how I have let myself get so scared of something in 4 days. The realization at the end of every day that I survived for one more day is marred by next day's looming overshadow.

I am messing up some real important stuff.

I need someone to tell me that it will be over and I ll overcome this one too and safely.

This is not good for general well being and happiness.